You Deserve It

LOL, the title can be seen as a jeer/mockery or a pat on the back.

Many a time you work oh so hard for something that you do not in the end ever even receive or achieve.
There are so many people that toil and regardless of effort the goal is just out of bounds.

So how do you measure what entitles you to deserving that thing you covet.

In my opinion - YOU DON'T.

You deserve the world and beyond!
How dare you let the world and society characterise your life and put limits and bounds on what you can do.
There is nothing worse than being limited.

I hate giving up, so sometimes, I find myself in the same pathetic situation time and time again because I think that somehow, this time, if I just don't give up, something will give, there will be change.

Let me help you kick start your epiphany if this is how you think...
NO NO NO, stop lying to yourself!

I will not sit on the other end of your screen and assist you in deceiving yourself that what you put in is what you will get out.

I will however inform you that indeed you can achieve that goal of yours no matter how unrealistic it may seem.

I'll let you in on a secret...
I was one of those people with as Mr Luther put it 'A DREAM'.
It consisted of one thing and one thing only, to fall in love with someone who loved me equally and if not more.

There were occasions I thought I had achieved this dream and then, somehow it would turn into a nightmare.
Of course like any normal person I would flee.

Now, I am not going to jinx it.
But, the dream is now a reality... its still got elements of nightmare but.. blah.

The dream also went above and beyond my expectations and woah... I am not sure I want to tell the world my biggest secret yet.

Just know I am possibly the most content person in the world atm.

As a Christian lemme just say this - Gods time is the best time.